Season’s end

He pitched a lure across the stern and watched
it land beneath the pines that bent along
the shore, then glanced toward the man at the bow.
"Are you OK?"

"I'm rid of those tubes,
ain't I?  Look boy, if you are planning to play
doctor all day, I'll lend you my pocket knife--
who knows?--you might find something the quacks left behind."

"I know it was rough, but they're just trying to help."
He reeled the lure, with a tug on a weedy snag.

"Ya, so they kept telling me.  The look of the bear's
a little different once you're inside the den."
The old one tested his line for strength, attached
his bait and looked out over the lake.  "Oh, no--"

"What's the matter?"

"I don't have a license to fish
in Canada; they'll come take our gear for sure."

"Relax; this isn't Canada.  Hey, you sure
you're OK?"

"Of course I'm OK.  I may be old
and worn out, but I'm twice the fisherman
you'll ever be.  Now quit treating me like a girl
and stay out of my way."  He made his cast,
but sounds of passing geese in southward skeins
drew longing lines around his fading eyes.
He closed his coat against the autumn chill.

The trees along the banks were once a stand
of heroes--having strength and will enough
to mock the fates that put them there--but now
they sunk as withered husks, as easy prey
for winter's first harsh wind.  The young man turned
and trembled.  "Dad, are you afraid to die?"

"For the love of-- What the hell kind of question is that?
I swear I'll never figure out why you
have to talk about everything all the time."

"I thought you'd want to talk.  I thought it would help.
Forget it."

"Afraid I'll leave you out of my will?"

"Damn it all, Dad.  You know better than that."
He held his rod tip high, looking for a place
to make another cast.  "I'll tell you why.
I talk because I'm scared to death."

"Of what?"

"Of what?  Of what?  Of all of it.  Of you.
Of losing myself after you--"

"That's enough."

"Hold on!"--he jerked the line to set the hook,
and pulled it tight to hold the fish he thought
he had caught.  "It's a big one.  Quick, get the net."

"Keep your rod up, line tight."

"I am.  I am.
Must be twenty pounds or more.  Listen to the drag
screamin'.  You set with that net?  She's comin' up."

"All set."  The old one leaned over the edge
and looked into the water.  "What the hell
is that?  Afraid, that ain't a fish there, boy."

He pulled a dead, decaying goose in close
and worked to free the snag.  "Oh, Dad-- poor thing--
the big old bird just couldn't make it through
another year.  He really fouled my line."

"Hurry and cut it loose, damn it.  Let it go."
The old one laid down his rod and fixed his eyes
on the distant shore.

The young one cut the line.

"I'll miss you, Dad."

"Huh?  What?  What did you say?"

"Nothing."

The father looked at his son and a nod
of knowing eased them both.  "Let's go home, son."

Firewood

The glinting arch of sun on steel that split

the air absorbed the life of muslces warmed

with vernal heat and drove the axe head hard

against the wood.  Good blocks of oak he split,

and sweetly scented pieces lay asprawl,

prepared to yield their heat, their meat, to him.

The hands that held the axe were supple still,

though course to touch.  Their strokes were sure and quick,

and driven by the joyful ache of earnest love.

….

She said, “It’s time for me to go.”

……

………………………………………He stopped.

“What’s that?  I thought you had some things to do.

You know:  Some things to do up at the house.”

…..

“All done.”  She moved her eyes away from his

and whispered, “I’m all packed.”  She saw the axe

he held and laughed.  “What’s wrong with you?  You know

how fast the chainsaw is–”  He dropped the axe.

She watched it fall, and in the worn-out grip

she glimpsed the man as she had not before.

She paused, then set herself and said again,

“It’s time for me to go.”

……….

……………………………“The corn’s about

to come.”  He knelt as if collecting wood

and tried to steady failing legs.  He bowed

his head to hide his face and gasped against

a searing pain that started low and spread.

“This could be our best crop.”

……….

………………………………….“I have to go.”

……….

The hollow slap of sleet on pitted steel

that lay where it had fallen rose unheard

and died above the nearby fallow fields.

……….

The untouched handle, cracked and splintered, sunk

a little deeper in the mud.  The blocks

of wood, unstacked, unburned, and brown and soft,

now fouled the cutting winds with fetid mold.

The muscles warmed with vernal heat grew still

and cold in the grieving ache of earnest love.